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100 years

hmm....
this year is my 2nd year in US....
and things have gone a little better...
this year, i have more friends... considering a lot of my friends are senior who will graduate this year... /sob
2 years was a long time... but for some reason it felt like the wind...
i resent the present, which unknowingly gone by...

as the title of this blog said, 100 years...
we can only live up to 100 years.... what will we do??
100 years is a short time considering we are a teenager now, or a young adult...
we are currently about 16 % of our life.... and what can we remember??
we cant remember our first 5 years, and then time just flew by....
what will our purpose of life will be?? defending our belief? pursuing weath?
whatever it is.... what is the point?
we only live for 100 years, and we have to make the most out of it...
what will happen when we die?? nothing...
our family and friends will be sad for a while, then forget about us...
what is the value of ourself?
the world and the time is turning...
ticking one by one, counting how many seconds we have to live...

and for some reason, i think i start to sound poetic and exegarrating...
oh!! bad new... ugh....

and if you guys have fast internet or want to wait....
here's the song.... 100 years by five for fighting...
i love this group!!!

or i think i put in in my profile, but uh well...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpuYpqRfyuU

My Ddaily life in US

hei everyone, as you know, i'm Stephen and right now i'm 16.

i live in US for a year now and it's pretty boring and tedios life here

it's not about the chores and job i have to do...

it's just i feel empty that's all

1 week gone so fast that i barely notice....

and i have no friends here

i have friends but it's hard to talk with them

it's not language or anything like that

it's just i dont feel right talking to them about my personal life

maybe it's because in US, culture and family background really diverse

i really hope i can live in Indonesia again someday

maybe after i get my bachelor or master degree

i will save money and go back to my original home, Indonesia